im realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly pissed off now. really feeling like my whole has crumbled b4 my eyes for the past 30mins where i hv been crying. i hv nv ever cried continously for 30mins like this before. i hv nv feltt like my lungs were squeezing closer and tighter as i weeped. nv felt my eyes hurrt like today. everything's wrong. there has been some blunder somewhere and im out to fix it.
- after performance today which was exultance at its peak, on reaching home, i hope to recieve comfort&smiles from my parents. but instead im bombarded by qns on why i keep msging ppl and how my bill has crossed the line. fine. i agree sometimes msging gets outta hand, but instead of letting me apologize im being chided for watching tvee and practically hanging on the fone? i mean WTF is that all abt man? and wad more they keep yelling abt me going on with guys im just friends with. they keep over reacting. they blew me into tears. its all drying up now. but still? i've nv felt so scared and crushed at the same time. its freaky to be depressed. and i dunt like that emotion. AT ALL!and when i came online seeking solace i find my blog being spammed by some random fuckface. how bad can life get in 30mins? RAHHHHHHHHHH!
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im going to bed to find peace there; those who want to talk to me. call me i guesss? i might pick uup if im not crying/sleeping.
p.s- i wanna smile like i always do. i wanna be flying high. cos that is me.
6:54 AM
»VANITY
the princess is called taahira, or more commonly taa.
070692 turns sexaye 15.
occupied with textmessages,obsessing with photography,DRAAAMA&DEBATING(:
phone,hair-ing,movie maranthons,
swimming,beaching,sea sports,shopping,poetry,doing poetry,reading&gg deep,
singing at the wrong times
,horror/supernatural,
kisses with cherry lipgloss&huggs from cuddly ones,suriyaa(:
,eyeliner,brown eyeshadow,
starrs,night life,myLOVEDONES(x
sinful whims.
-sinful whims.! (:
.A GENIE
.black or white tote bag/clutch bag.
.boot cut mini skirt.
.long sleeved low cut dress.
.stilletos.
.tube top dress.
.red belt or a belt with my name onnit.
.remaaaaaain at about 47kg.
.grow to 162cm
.become the girrl on tvee.
.super low top from niche.
.have the best time in 37.
.mantain my slight way hair(:
.flat shoes for icelemontee.
.BEST PARTY TIMES.
.do reallllllllly well this year!
