once monday starts, it going to be the so called last week before i miss school (cos my jubliee hall performance) not exactly anxious abt the whole thing, more melancholical really. i seriously was in higher spirits during pre-teen theatre. anws; its not gg to be much of a promising week unless i arrange a date on friday with the 'people'. -befuddled.
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i hate EMAK totally now. i had to rush to madrasah and see the kids' playing musical chairs.i BOTHERED to go there cos my demn cher said "..dear there's going to be class today, pass the msg." and there i went, hurriedly with my scarf screwing my face up. hasinah and me were pratically fuming man. but it turned out we practiced our usual fetish.-bitching&TALKING(:it went on for like an hr or so, and nasima hunnaye was on loudspeakerr(: our hands itched sowe kinda wanted to call shashir, but i struggled to stop them and so they somehow listened to me and instead called ashraff (the camp one) RAH! i msged him to call back so we cld conference; but NOOO i had to be a dumbASS at time and so i msged my other ashraff.
and that was the beginning of a HUGEmess. i managed to clear it up abit tho; i can be so freakishly dummbbb sometimes. GRR. but i hope im still on good terms with ashraff(: talking abt the ppl i met at camp. guess who i met today? RAWR. shashir's sister, jannahka. humilation literally pinched my veins into half. i kinda figured she knew me and shashir got closer and she's the scarf/pious kinda person! so i was really scared she'll blow my cover ryte there, but she didnt! GREATSISTER =D we were just doing a mini convo when ela wailed for food, so i left and that was about it; we exchanged smiles here and there. *super relived nth BADD happened at the INDIANmuslim family day. (note: indian muslim is the key word, cos i see no other community who spread rumors faster than us; but we still ROCK) ohh and the rojak there is SUPERR NICE(: i feel FATTT now. =/
-- saturday morn i was at 'the arena' thing at tp. alot of flirting gg on i think. hahas. i agree komi whos hot and whos not(: adrian pang is a GOOOODDDDDDDDDDD host btw. making it into the 'arena wld be like making me eat spinach. -get the picha?YEAH. shopping for awhile at tp after that with lovelies, and jaysree saw HOTshades but was cashout. (im sorry BABE! i swear i am!) bought a hot pair of studds(: pinkk and pretty! heh. had to rush down to newton aft that. act3 is the bestest forever(: will be missing it next week. its likespliitting half of me -BAWLS. i wishh i'd be there, cos there's this whole ".whos gg to be director thing" gg on and i really wish i cld be co-director or smth tho im pretty sure my chances are low. cos when it comes to pressure, i break down ALOT; my act3 hunnayes. you know wad i mean. i can keep strong if i want to, but i dunt wanna risk bringing down the rest of the team due to my tears. and plus this term's troop isnt superb too. breaking divides cast rocks too much to be compared to it. its gg to be a laborious fight to just do this performance well. -SCREAMS.
CONCLUSION: girls&guys aplenty hv told me abt my cheeks. up to them if they find ithot or not, but for now i shant try to shrink em and consider em one of my hot features(:but as more my tummy and all i shall continue my sit ups!(: BUT CHEEKS ROCKS(:
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cam whoring results. do not judge; pretty wierdofied. =/ sadly.
-- baby. i've made the decision. im going to wait. wait for you to approach me.so that i dun hv to create acrimony in the serinity. cos its unwanted.if its meant to be it'd be there. so do what your heart desires. its what matters the most.iloveyouso-
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»VANITY
the princess is called taahira, or more commonly taa.
070692 turns sexaye 15.
occupied with textmessages,obsessing with photography,DRAAAMA&DEBATING(:
phone,hair-ing,movie maranthons,
swimming,beaching,sea sports,shopping,poetry,doing poetry,reading&gg deep,
singing at the wrong times
,horror/supernatural,
kisses with cherry lipgloss&huggs from cuddly ones,suriyaa(:
,eyeliner,brown eyeshadow,
starrs,night life,myLOVEDONES(x
sinful whims.
-sinful whims.! (:
.A GENIE
.black or white tote bag/clutch bag.
.boot cut mini skirt.
.long sleeved low cut dress.
.stilletos.
.tube top dress.
.red belt or a belt with my name onnit.
.remaaaaaain at about 47kg.
.grow to 162cm
.become the girrl on tvee.
.super low top from niche.
.have the best time in 37.
.mantain my slight way hair(:
.flat shoes for icelemontee.
.BEST PARTY TIMES.
.do reallllllllly well this year!
