before i move on; i think i ought to make an apology who all those who were with literally or were hanging on the phone with me during the past 5hrs. (komi.shal.dee.kavi.dar.jays. pam.raj.clement.sya. shanaa) i hv been extremely intoxicated for all the wrong reasons. and i swear i dunt know what got into me, i was acting like a fcuking drunkard man. im sorry hunnayes. i really am. my sub concious mind did smth to me and i re-acted that way, must hv been the after math of my endless dreams. thanks for all the love tho.-
today was awfully wierrdd. i got turned on the lamest things. sya and me kept whispering sexual nothings to each other.(as friends) and during history i got into this 'naughty' look kinda thing and god i did it at raj and so many other ppl man! i sposedly looked like a slutty butch. i screwedtoday tottaly. it was sposed to be the best day of the week. DEMN! --
i hv dates for tmr and saaturday. i've yet to hv answered aloot of ppl who asked me if im free; cos im unsure myself.im unsuure abt LOADSA stuff but if i dun start now, i'd nv get started. either way; where i belong production&teen theatre are my main worries now. i just need to get throu it well(: these are some of the stuff i ought to do:
1) i gotta finish the banner (chocolixr+space) by monday. im D O O M E D ! 2) i gotta do the bloody shoe design thing soon. 3) i wanted to see tasha abt her performance thing!(im so sorry babe) 4) i need to get a head start abt the NAC production thing. 5) i need to ask zachary to give me more lines and confirm the tickets. 6) i need to plan my time for nasimma&crez girls 7) i promised shashir abt the date thing! 8) i need to work up to my mums expectations abt the whole 'studying' thing, to prove to myself that im more than an ass of a slob?! 9) i need to somehow get my thoughts done abt history(cos i've not been listening) and practice HARDDD on math (if i wanna pass that is) 10) i needa get my desires and social life as fun at it was beforrre. 11) and i gotta control my urge to act on the spot (esp sick characters)
so DUH, the answer is gg for some hot shopping trip and food-out so i can focus! now. that i've written everything down, i've hell loadsa to do. SHITUSUUMAN!
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UGH! anws; as for oral today. i think it went smooth. so my lovely darlings do NOT text me or i.m on msn abt how i screwed my oral. cos deep inside i think i did kinda bad too. i used abt 4 over english words and amarageetha's comment on it that i had improved seemed darn sacarstic. school ends at12 tmr. i HOPE i can get high with my cam in hand(: --
if you cld tell me you'd be ther by my side, even tho i was intoxicated for all the wrong reasons. boy, you got me all over you then. i can tell nthing now, cos you're equally bamboozled. now lets do things hand in hand and look up into heaven with our eccentric smiles baby!
6:11 AM
»VANITY
the princess is called taahira, or more commonly taa.
070692 turns sexaye 15.
occupied with textmessages,obsessing with photography,DRAAAMA&DEBATING(:
phone,hair-ing,movie maranthons,
swimming,beaching,sea sports,shopping,poetry,doing poetry,reading&gg deep,
singing at the wrong times
,horror/supernatural,
kisses with cherry lipgloss&huggs from cuddly ones,suriyaa(:
,eyeliner,brown eyeshadow,
starrs,night life,myLOVEDONES(x
sinful whims.
-sinful whims.! (:
.A GENIE
.black or white tote bag/clutch bag.
.boot cut mini skirt.
.long sleeved low cut dress.
.stilletos.
.tube top dress.
.red belt or a belt with my name onnit.
.remaaaaaain at about 47kg.
.grow to 162cm
.become the girrl on tvee.
.super low top from niche.
.have the best time in 37.
.mantain my slight way hair(:
.flat shoes for icelemontee.
.BEST PARTY TIMES.
.do reallllllllly well this year!
