my inbox was loaded. i just had to delete the msges, it wld totaally send the wrong msges
to the "pre-gods". i think hes got this huge thing gg, when i send him msges. cos' i nv did flirt with him (and how can someone flirtt through msges?!) but now, i think hes growing on me.
puh-lease do not get me wrong. i dunt think this is leading anywhere near a relationship. but i hv no clue where it actually is leading me too then.

i hv the power to decide if i dunt wanna reply to him, but the thing is: DO I WANT TO? i still dunno. im deluded. my brain is basically torn(though my heart is in perfect condition) my feelings are playing games with me. as i said b4, vaseegara is the worse song. it plucks my mind into mental images. rambunctious mental images i just shldnt describe(BUT it isnt sleazy. heh, im not THAT horny nic)

im unsure of almost everythuing and infact my brain refuses to give in to my so called optimistic mind and i think i shld avoid the whole thing, but its impossible, somehow thanks to the my heart, i wants revenge. i carn describe why. gosh those of you who dunt get this part. i so dunt blame you. its BAFFLING&extremely BEFUDDLING.

thePRINCESS- i carn let my parents/realtives see me, the sanguu will practically blow and make me deaf
theBOY- i know, my relatives carn see me also, so i'll bring you to this place at marina sq. demn
__________. i know you'll love it.
thePRINCESS- awh. (change of topic) i'll try to make time for it (tho,i knew i will nv hv time)

= we taked abt some more stuff when, it came to this msg that struck me again

theBOY - you think i go for looks ah? i dunt look at girls la, only one person stole my heart, its just that ______________.
thePRINCESS - you nv look at girls? HAHA. thats a big lie. im a girl you looked at.
theBOY - exactly, you're the ______________ i _____ much. and i hope you dunt mind da.
you dunt mind all this stuff i say la ____.

= okays. i dunt think i shld type everyth out. cos, once again i hv to rmb that not all the ppl i like are reading my blog. so yeah. and besides those who know me and wanna know wad it is, ask me online or text me or smth?

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act3 was the usual heap of love and funn. i dunt think i can elaborate much. math's hollering my name. but for now, you're looking at the co-director(so, as to speak) of teen theatre II(: WHOOOOOOOOOOOTS(: which means more responsibility and much more work. once more WHOOOOOOOOOOOTS(: before i leave blogspot. i think i needa make a shout out to everybody in act3. heh

tasha: okay okay okay. i loveyou so much pretty face. even though, i spend half of my time calling you skinny anime bitch and teasing you abt a. but i think its time you flirt. some good flirting wld turn him on. make yr goodlooks work! even if he feels hes not ready, rmb the sister and brother hood?
maya: pretty curls. (i likke yr hairr) dunt give a shit abt that blueboy, cos there's plenty more hot fishes in the sea, rmb wad we talked abt? tasha and me will always be here for you. ilu so.
abel&justin: HAHA. ilu tooooo. randy,randy,randy(; you just make me happyy.
nic: hahah, yr 60yr old lovely tcher. i still think i wanna know her child. i dunt believe yr innocence. and i know you're more traumatized than flattered prettyboy.loves-.
samirra: LAUGHS*
kirenn: LAUGHS* again and smiles as thinks of _____ and yoou.


okay. ppl on msn are nudging me. think i shld publish post now.


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