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no time to elaborate. faasting's here. i rmb those times i felt it was years away. and know its here. that kinda shows me how time passes so fast, once 4weeks are over! HARI RAYA wld arrive and everyth else wld be hault. but talking abt now,10days to exams. -plunges into screams.

== no more areennaa, which gives me plenty of time to finish all my revision.

-ponders optimisticly.



oohhhh and lastly, i need to do this healthly food diary so that this faaasting i can shrink to size 6(: no more chocolates! just fruuits and more fruits. so that i'd be able to fit into smth hot for raaaya(: and feel some sort of self-achievement. -GRINS!

things do happen very faast when you're busyy.
i've got 18` demn days to EOY *shivers.
and theres alot in stored when it comes to revision.
fasting's in a week and teen theate II is getting abit more perplexing as weeks go by!
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my pre paid dying on me which = less contact with my looved. *screeches.
but that i guess gives me more oppurtunity to concentrate on my work.
THANK GOD for the creation for music, i've been so unable to stay or be without it.(:
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life hasnt been much of a nicebitch, UGH! i carn just digest it that the my fate is gg to be judged in 18days. seriously singapore's education system's screwed. either way, i had my fair share of rapture on

friday: with my lovely babies jaysree&amalina(: debate meetings. they cldnt fail to make me smile and leave me in the train at 9 with the rain splashing at my feet.
saaturday: debaaate,which surprisingly did go well(= we werent really fullly prepared but we did well(: WHOOTS!* hurridly left for my dearest act3 with komi with me in the trainn(: and act 3 which i dunt hv to explain but kept me at peak of elation for 2hrs(; and to end the day, i trained to yishun with maya to watch sillunu oru kathal ((: OH GOD THAT MOVIE IS GORGEOUS! you know, what i mean. maya was continually telling me i shldnt be melting me this much. HA. but surya was freaaaking HOT! okay. even the adj 'HOT' cldnt describe how good he looked. it was more posh and ravishing. yeah smth like that. i'll put the link here and you cld go see.















it was a super uber tiring day, i meaan getting home at i was out from like 8am-9. and i was short of cash and all so that part sucked but still ilooved maya's company.

to maya: iloveyou endlessly. meeting you's like meeting another part of me. all those times i was in a bitchfit or plain gossiping you were a greaat friend. im always here. im 8digits away hunny.
whether M_____ or F____ i'll always be with you my girlfriend(:


http://www.indiaglitz.com/channels/tamil/moviegallery/7827.html 3>


my advice on those who wanna watch it: god, you hv to be someone who'd like to feast yr eyes on dearest surya. and into those kinda adorable lovey-dovey stories. watch it for scenes and not really plot. cos if you watch it for story line it might not really suit wad you want. but the humor was really good. the acting was really impressive too! I FREAKING LOATHE jyothika for getting to touch him so much =l its pretty painful.

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yestd was like the end to madrasah till hari raaya. it seems all so far awaay but i know it'd be here sooner or laater. better push myself to my limits(:
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a BIG SHOUTOUT to those who made me smile always(: LOVEYOU PPL!


i still loveyou baby.

its isnt all roses now. *curses silently.

im really glad its working out well, as in the msges and calls. but i dunno if this friday's set =/


exams.exams.tests.tests.revision.MORE REVISION.tution.drama.co-direction.reportcards.

all happening at the same time, carn seem to distribute my revision well. seriously feeling

extremely hopeless and wished he was by my side.



but then again, i think we both know pretty much how busy we are. i really wanna do well this term and i prove to myself as much as everyone else that im up to c4(:

i carn blog much cos, i need to go to history soon(:

thankew:

sangeetha.komathaye.maya.tasha.abel.mummmyy.jaysree.shal.kavi.sya.raj.ash.clemeentt.pitson.
sheenaaa.priyaankaa.jason.jeromme.yiguo.mideeee.

i 3> you'll both more than anything for making me gaiety(:

"..FROZEN BARBIE DOLL"



-go figure.



my hearts unmistakably twisted. im extremely frightened yet elated beyond words.



ilubaby_.

THATS IT, the last time i posted was on like uhm tuesday or smth. and now the holidays are finally and freakily over.


*jumps around&shrieks in horror.


which means, more controlled studying in sch, HOMEWORK, rules and all the other loadsa absurdly annoying stuff that taggs along with term4 in sch.


MY F-EXAMS are in exactly 4 weeks. RAHHHHHHH.

things i can gloriously say i did in the holidays.

{mucked around at home pretty much.
{got my ass glued to the chair for long hrs
{FINALLY understood wads happening in history.
{practiced as much math as i cld, tho i still dunt like it much.
{and got all my freaking hmwrk done once im my life so i cld enjoy the weekends.
{and watch a couple of movies. heh =p

but term 4 calls for like awhole lot more of mugging. RAHHH

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but still, fridaayyy was gooooooooooooooooooooood (=
a day out in the sun&rainn and pool with my chickas.
brought all the bliss i needed after cooping at home.

it wasnt literallly a bbq, cos the portable one had spoilt *growls.
so we just hung arnd in the movie room and watched aquamarine.*squeals.
it was just sucha feel good-predictable ending movie. im so thankful i didnt watch it
in cinemas, it just one of those movies were you go "awwwwwh, so sweet" in the end. (=
when we went up to check on shahirra, she just woke up and was all grogggy. but still
ever so ADORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABLEEEEEEEEEEEE(: OMFG. you shld hv seen
her the way she kept peeking from her dad's arms. i always fail to describe someone's cuteness.
but the chickas will know(: and arshad's grown into this TEDDY BEAR(: with huge eyes and long beauuutiful eyelashes. its like heaven seeing them both after a long time. but they were so cranky and stuff it was difficult to coo with em *whines&pouts.
but we went to swim instead, and it kills to hv reallly HOT&GORGEOUS ppl beside you in the pool cos you feel reallyy wierd. heh

it wasnt one of those days where i was doing loadsa things but we talked alot(: and that was the best. my beloved cam screwed up on me courtesy of the rain F***King shit. i miss it already.
i didnt get to hugg them before they left, cos i followed dee home& kavi and shal were at BK.


kaaavi the hottie: i love you so much babe, i know you were dying of hunger and im so sorry i cldnt dinner with you tho i really wanted BK for dinner. you freaking hot bitch, stop denying things okay? i'll see you on mondaye. ((:
sugah suagh dee: girl, you're even worse. you carn see how gorgeous you are but you still keep complimenting me. anws; i hope yr dad didnt pound you or smth yeah? iloveyou babeh. sorry for hanging on the phone in the train =/
brazillian goddess shal: SEXAYE(: haha, that wad you kept saying when my eyeliner smudged. i think i looked like i walked out from some goth movie. but still, ilovebeing with you chicka(: ilu.

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ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD,

whos this ashvin? keeping my nights day.
torchering my thoughts with yr green eyes.
i waanna know. compliment me with me knowing.(:
dunt make me muse abt you, it kills.

i can still wait to be yr friend _.

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S_
i dunno if you know, but its all still there.
its fated that we wldnt meet till like end of dec or smth?
*frowns&bits her lip.
everyth is a mess now. but i still want you(:

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PAUL'S OUT(: *jumps arnd excitedly* he deserves to be eliminated.
i mean, he has a good voice and everyth but isnt the best singer.
like dee said, smth's really special abt him. i agree hun. but he carn be
top3. he isnt one of 3best singers up there! but i dunt reallly loove the ppl up there.
i STILL LOVE MY TAUFIK who has a far better voice&gorgeous face((:

okay, this is demn absurd.


i kinda saw this video on youtube where some doofus has taken video of TEENAGE GIRLS not weeping but bawling on live tvee when gurmit announced that joakim was out. i think its pretty okay if they let a tear or two for they're beloved idol(who isnt one of the BEST singers) but not bawl and intentionally turn to look at the camera and let out a scream and show a penknife. i mean
joakim said it himself:

"... i have made my dignified departure from idol" to me it was as if they were dying to show they're faces on tvee and stuff. it deemed to me that they were the most desperate wannabes. but yet again, i shldnt be judging them on that dumb video cos' maybe they did hv some sort or ardent infactuation/love for joakim. god knows. but in my opinion yes,

{JOAKIM is:
exceptionally the most goodlooking 18yr old there.
has super loadsa charisma.(more than paul that is)
carn exactly sing very well, but he IMPROVED TREMENDOUSLIMY in cherie omore.
has alot of dignity, pride and has a way of taking all the critizims.
esp the times where he was cursed for making mathilda out.










so yeah, i salute him for all he had went throu cos it really isnt his fault that so many girls are voting for him so his ever so gorgeous smile. but i admitt i voted for him the night he got out cos i think he deserved my 60cents and he did make an effort so yeah.

but the rest well, i think jonathan's pretty awesome((: and tho hady has a voice to spellbound.
i dunt want another taufik. seriously. and plus hady isnt that hot as taufik so yeah.

i reallllllllllly dunt like paul twohill's hair, i wish i cld meet him and snip it off. his voice isnt very wow either only the chinese song and here without you was good the reest was shiityy really.

you know sometimes, when you're in school you always have this dire need to hv a holiday to slow the pace of some things. but then when you do get a holiday, its all about STUDYING!


but whereas in school, we hv lessons one aft another and i get enervated ever so easily, so MOE shld seriously give us more study breaks. it'd be certainly more useful and gives us more time to study and enjoy life as much as we waant. on the other hand, there might be some ppl who arent studying they're asses out so that proves the reason for limited study breaks. =/*whines.

p.s - i sound like a super nerd =/ heh. those who know me, you'll KNOW me.

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amy's paaaarty went well((: she was dead shocked. i mean, she deserves it. if there isnt one teacher i respect for teaching me how to be a 'MOTHER' and now a 'NEIGHBOUR' it'd be her.
cheers to for teen theatre with dearest amy=D

9:52 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006 »

mental note: try not to avoid ppl whom you've seen before, cos they end up approaching you =/

ie- yestd night aft tution, on my way to the bustop the indian guy whos chased me a few times approached me after my several futile tries to avoid him. he practically made conversations with me and even asked me to pass a msg to someone abt how hes gg to whack them up. sometimes its really better to go home with friends. i shld hv like a busfriend or smth to avoid these kinda things.
i was utterly in shock. i mean, he had piercings all over and he was tall and dark. my explanations and descriptions might fail to paint a picture which scares you, but if you were there i bet you'd hv felt the same. but then again im not sposed to judge someone by the looks. and he didnt do anything bad to me, he cld hv. so im shld change my whole perception of him, shldnt i?

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HAPPY BELATED TCHER'S DAY(= this is alittle late. but heck. for all those times i've been in sch, there hv been plenty tchers whom hv inspired me in many ways. aand hv always been by my side, and whether studies or not helping me in ways they cld. for that, i respect them. more than i can ever express. THANKEW SO MUCH(:

unity's celebration wasnt as awesome, cos maybe i nv really liked many tchers in my sch. but still all the performers did put in aloot of effort to make it work. so APPLAUDS for them. despite how much i found some of the dances pretty seducive i still think it was greatt (x the party for selvan didnt go as expected. there for food shortage and pizza's went as fast as a blink of the eye. haha. despite all this mishaps, selvan was pretty pleased(: many tchers were really pleasently surprised but ecstatic abt it that we were putting in effort to hold parties for them.
the last&final party for teachers day, wld be tmr(: FOR my dearest amy. cross my fingers and hope it goes well*

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visage streaked with eyeliner,
smiles that carn be undone.
love that seems endless yet we are fading away.



























i love my rgpians loads&loads(: sometimes i just wish the best things wld last forever.
i mean, i left home at 115 and was late(as usual) heh and just got back home. but to me, with all the 6bians my smiles nv stopped. it isnt that my present friends arent the best, THEY ARE!
it cos' all those 4yrs i spent with rgpians were so freaking unforgettable and we spent so much time savouring primary sch, it has all been over in a jiffy. im already in sec2 and it pains me to see that we might nv meet each other for reunions liddat in sec4. *sighs. our long random laughters&talks and reminiscence wld not be forgotten(: the only downside of today, was that i didnt catch a movie.RAHHHHHHHHHHH. i so wanted to watch love wrecked or devil wears prada. but we decided to just chat and the whole time. zafirah cldnt make it cos she was busy =/ but still my beloveedd papa's gg to bring me out tmr(: yishun awaits me tmr(:


the exuberance of today is going to wear off. all the joyous times keeps signaling me to study and just get down to some good old revision. so i'll make it this yr. mum isnt being much of a pain cos' she isnt badgering me, i just know i hv to start licking my books soon =/

BUH BYE

loong phone conversations,movie rentals,shopping sprees,dancing randomly,playing in the rain,singing and videoing myself,SHOPPING,online convos,meeting babies under my block,cuddling,lunchin&gossiping,camwhoring,tvee nights,late nights,chats with anneh,texting ppl,siting on my bed and just enjoying the wind,cooing with kuboos,kissing shahhirraa.

HELLLO

getting my ass glued to chair,late nights with notes,exam papers,mid night radio,anneh's mp3,milo at night,and pens&pencils. and maybe c4(:


CONGRATULATIONS to those who made it through the auditionns(: you ppl did awesome!
it'd be grreatt working together i hope(:

p.s- i managed to cry on command *GLORY flirts through my heart =D

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i really think i want you,
my thought are randomly disturbed by you.
whether or not love, i still whim for yr comfort.
all those sleepless nights&smiles on seeing yr text.
seem so ingenuine. i need to do soul searching.

seriously and desperately before this falls outta place.

5:30 AM