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Monday, October 30, 2006 »

welcome the doll, who died a brutal death(:

9:19 PM

FOLLOW the pics. BLISSS(:

more to come!

3:27 AM

Saturday, October 28, 2006 »

guess almost everyone's feelings abit miserable when its sucha a utop-ic time now, (main reason for my randomly down post prev) been getting out of the house quite frequently. its abit exhausting. and it carnt get any worse with my period stinging my whole body so often -WHINES :( i've decided on carrying panadols everywhere i go. haa yestd was one on the most excruciating&excellent day. had arena in the morning, super stressfull really, i was practically chewing my lips off, cos i forgot to bring my prop 1st cue card, so i had to improv it in the cab but then again, the auditions didnt go very well. we were the last few schs to go, and when we stood infront of judges who were: ashraf safdar (he's kinda cuute. haha), k.k seet, eunice olsen. they were quite nice honestly. but they didnt seem to like our opposistion speeches, as the first speaker they said i had presented fairly well, but my team's arguement wasnt very strong,

and thus you shld hv known out of the 25 schools, we were one of the weakest. only 10schools were picked and we werent one of them :( our POI answers were'nt good enough i guess. but either way, no more arena wld mean more time for my social life and long sleeps.
i wld certainly miss doing my script and cracking my head, but nothing last forever! =[
but arena did take up alot of my time, and because of that i cldnt really commit to teen theatre.
but now, im free from it i have more time for it. (:

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was at town in uniform (uuuuuurgh) with my girls from teentheatre. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIZZEh(: i missed the results for arena cos i wanted to celebrate with my babygiirl(;
SORRY KOMI&KEN :( i didnt mean to ditch you, but i didnt want face mediacorp&waste time!
but at town, we glanced arnd forawhile&then had dinner at swensens. GOD! IT WAS HEAVENLY. i had the healthiest meal(fruitsalad with prawns), but even that was scrumptious!(: THAANKS A MILLION CHRizzEH(: oh and the neoprints were gorgeous too(:
had a seriously bad cramps, cld hv slit my wrists&cried. but had to control cos i didnt wanna spoil the celebration! wanted to hang abit longer, but bused back at 8 and phoned till the multiple panadols i took for painkiller i took worked well&i left my phone to die.

{ my phone is pathetic, keeps dying on me when i hang more than an hr. AUGGHHH! http ://www.nokia.com.sg/nokia/0,,83507,00.html planning on getting this hot one(:

but yestd night was awesome. thankew so much girls for being my happiness! we will hv fun today as welll yeahhh(: so, thank you awhole bunch MAYA,TASHA,RESHMI,CHRIZZeH*(:

and jared for texting me&making me smile. get over her abit&have fun yeah?

cant wait to see singapore river once aagain today. miss the ecstacy it drives me into and all the memories i parrt there :( i hope my mummy allows me to be back at arndd 8. but i hv a gathering in the evening. packed again. SHEESHO!

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oh and where are my pretty loved ones? we have to out like soon(: i'll call you sometime cos we need to get the slideshow&photoshoot done like soon? and we are going beaching this wedn.
though my body clock seems to be screwing up on me! oh pretty please, we will have fun together(: iLOVEyouALL(:

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but i miss you honey, why is it i dunt get to be with you ever so often? if it doesnt work out, i wont be bawling over a broken heart. neither do i want to see you hurt. you're high&so am i. but a force seems to be playing against. oh why god? :(

boy trouble here&there :( but i think im better off feeling happpppppyyy(:
oh wells, i love all those people who love me.

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i gotta pick my combi by today night, im all muddled up&fearful.
c4 seems pretty reachable now, considering my marks&everyth else.
but i dunt know if i can cope and who will be in the same class as me :(
i want my chocolixr, lovely boy-friends, indian loves, pretty hearts!
and im going to be a seniior, DEMN why does time seem to pass so darn fast?
i'll hv to slogg harder than ever now.

10:16 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006 »

The whole world was sleeping
And I was with them there
You could just sense this feeling in the air
Like no one's words were good enough to define what we feared
And no one's words were strong enough to fix what happened here

So do we do now
Raise our voices loud
Were searching for something that cannot be found
Here open mouths
I see open hands
Blinded and silent I can't understand

cos i am going to miss my clique ever so much,

(in school that is)
1.chocolixr.
2.the BOYS!
3.the indian loves.
4.the prettyhearted ones.
5.the ones i love&hate.

-cannot list out all the names, endless.

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a wave

on the more miserable side of the last day of sch,

report book thrown at our faces.

7th in class, 82nd in level.

PATHETIC. -tears mounting.

c4!(: hopefully. heard it was top 120 who get the best 3classes.

===== arena practice. need to boooshaway. LOVES~!

5:06 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006 »

not very often when i feel like a whole butter of emotions are in me,
well now i feel like im churning in this whole tub of unknown feelings.
not really in tears, just basically thinking. first time in years i've not been on
the phone for a period of half a day. smth's in there wrong i guess.
carnt describe much, thursday death day.

{i want the beach, bad.

thanks deee for making me feel like i know you're there online!(:

7:23 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006 »

havent been in touch with blogger for a pretty long time aye.
well, things have been keeping me away from this big white space.
the most things i do on com, are my speeches&taking online awhile.
besides that, im either drowning in a good book, talking till my saliva dries, or GETTING OUT.

_my grounding was for abt 3days or so, ILOVE my pareents(:

so i have been an innie&outtie pretty often.

since the day i've been grounded till monday. i've been super busy with deabte.
just making sure every detail was impeccable and good&practicing at the mirror -EGO :(
staying up laate and worrying if i will ever get through. everyday wasnt havoc.

but i did hv loadsa things to do, so i wld nv say i was rotting at homee.
i skipped sch on wed and make cookies(: oh and they tuurrnedd out so welll(; YAYness!
so another smth that im apparently good at. BAKING(: sounds abit maid-ish.
but still aft all that hardwork of kneading the dough, washing up all the mess, letting the tantalizing aroma of the baked cookies filter through my nose, staking them up and
waiting for buuka to munch on them is smth im super prouddd off. =D

school on thursday, which i extremely didnt dread xO cos it was just abt having wtv type of fun
i wanted within my best(est) grp of friends. *muackx. painting,laughing and makking the best out of the shit we were in. its reallly perplexing and really miserable to think, we wldnt be in the same class anymore. cos all the loadsa nonsence we do, wldnt be replaced by anything.
i perfectly agree, a whole new circle of friends wld be awesome since most of the sec2 badge are sweeet(almost) ppl. so i guess, sec3 wldnt been just as bad if i stopped being so cynical.
i am a exuberant girrl if i want too be one(: but people i met this yr, that i nv thought wld be as wonderful friends as they are: jared,jerome,yg,jasper with chocolixr(: but i guess we just gotta go to their homes as often as we do now. and relive our ol' memories of playing block catching&listening to horror stories and end up loving each other!(: then again, im sure life wld be spectacular! xD

but for the record, my results arent very spectacular either. i haven achieved a high A1 yet.
the test&sa are still yet to be added in, so i hv to wait for 26th oct. REPORRT BOOKS x(

english: 65 _b3 x(
math: 74 _a2 (: selvan promised to add a mark!
tamil: 73 _a2 i waant A1
science: 55 _c5 x( the WORST ever.
history: 63 _b4 a b3 wld hv been more presentable.
literature: 67 _b3 presentable (;

my report card isnt filled with red marks, for all the hard work i sloggeed i guess this is the result. all i can pray for now is a hope for a place in c4(:

oh and my team got into arena auditions II ! suurprisingly. lols. i guess my debating skills are up to standard. im excelling in draama&debate(; OH YAY! i pine for a place in NAFA now! =D
auditions are on 28th. all are inviteddd. motion isnt out yet. lots to prepare.

for now, i need to get readyy to go to bugis(: with maya&chrizzeh.

p.s - my hairr is hot&straight. courtesy of wellla creaam(:

9:08 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006 »

spill out 20 ppl you love on the top of yr head and note down what you'd do without them(:
( no order)

1. kavi(:
-HAHA! life without kavi, wld be extremely boring cos mainly she's on hot girl who just spices up my life with all her adorable little things. and i wld hv less photos, cos i take so many with her
2. shal(:
-this pretty person, is all the sugar i need to keep me happy!
3. jared(:
-no matter how racist he is, no one can replace how he makes me smile(:
4. maya(:
-my phone wld stop ringing as often as it does. no one to bitch with&no one to be extremely higgh with!
5. samirra(:
my laughter will be stopped for ever in act3. and no one to bitch abt islam too.
6. tasha(:
best girlfriend in act3. period.
7. minddyyy(:
the one person who flatters me so much&just makes my life the best(:
8. JerOme(:
i wld be sent to the DM everyday for sleeping in class. he's like this drug that talks non-stop bull shit and still makes an awesome person.
9. komathi(:
omg. screwed. komthai is like my walking data. she needs to be there to keep me filled with watever i dunt know.
10. jaysrreee(:
this hottie, i need her. esp during debates&drama. cannot resist her adorable-ism
11. amandaLIM(:
primary sch will suck like shit. pronto.
12. darrlene.
BIG HAIR.BIG ROLE IN MY LIFE.6YEEARS.
13. weiTING(:
i wld hv died in primary sch. literally.
14. abel(:
no one to find ever so cuuuuuuuute. cos abel's a darrling.
15. reshmi(:
indie doll! iloveher in act3.
16. sashir(:
happiness.
17. raaaj(:
COMPLICATED.but i will miss him haha.
18. jasper(:
DIFFICULT to explain. but hes sucha a cuuuuuuutie.
19. NaSIma(:
INDIAN MUSLIM PRETTAYE ONE!(: me like. its just the connections.
20. sangeethaaa(:
my laughter.my complains.my smiles. my fun in sch.

i was home at 1.30 yestd. completely screwed. unknown to how loong im grounded. but i forsee good things if i manage to make my motherr happy!(: so wish me luck babeh =D

5:09 AM

Thursday, October 12, 2006 »

IM FREEEEEEEEEEE!(x

_exaams are over babeh! i've been enjoying since then!(:

im like super busy, so dunt hv time to blog much but i am online. heh
many desirable events are popping up for me, so all i hv to do is to saave.

its excellent really, to be free from the walls of my room and just hv the liberty to be anywhere anytime without the need to come home to mugg. my home for now,

HOME -has a redefined meaning now.
1. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep and hang on the home phone.
2. greaaaaat place to buka puasa.
3. teach ela and watch tvee (cable's coming soon)

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debate auditions are in 8days! and production's in like 8hrs! *SCREAAAAAAAMS.
have to put alot of effort and sacrifice abit of my going out time now.

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have been thinking abt us lately. and im glad i spilled it out to you.
you know im busy and im glad you're such a nice person.
i know i made the wrong decision, so for someone like you its hard to accept. but you did.
you know what we are and so do i. thankx for everyth but i need some time alone.

i wanna just be able to have fun then think abt you.
LOVEYOU as what we arre(:

-those who get it! you're smart. those who dunt . i might bother to explain.

im not S.T

11:03 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006 »

3 papers to go! im pushing myself. waking up at 8 on weekends to do some fruitful mugging,

i've 3chapters for science&just need to practice like shit for maath. GOD SAVE ME*

once this all ends, i've like a whole listaa things planned. and i will kill the streets till 10(:

*this is solemnly swearr, unless i run of cash that is.

1. VIVO CITY on 110906 {chocolixr}
2. JOHN TRUCKER MUST DIE (:
3. plan extraa rehersals for teen theatre.
4. wisma atria for tube dress.
5. SHAL's photoshoott(:
6. re-union at maybe eaastcoast aft production{act3}
7. NASIMA!(: DHASH(:
8. KOMATHAYE!JAYSREE!SINDHU! {habourfront?}
9. JARED'S CONCERT
10. ECP!
11. make stuff for raaya.
12. wella cream&sunsilk strraightner.
13. MY BABIES! (:
14. MY BABY II !(;
15. ARENA PRACTICES.
16. BUGIS village.
17 . 46kg. {2kg to go =[
18. madrasah gathering. {ecp?}
19. get paidd for teaching ela(:
20. go to siloso with my dearest ppl.
21. RAAYAAAAA!(:
22. fix my caamera&pray for n70.
23. LANGKAWI&CHALET!(: {with my madcap fam}
24. FINISH THE SLIDESHOW THING! {we hv to give it a naame raj,}
25. WILD WILD WET with MY RGPIANS =D

6:00 PM