hahah. the last time i blogged it was tues and i was a little emo, but now im HIGH(: and still nocturnal. (2.35 am) haha! its realllly awesome how friends are just the people you need it. whether phone call, msn or just getting out. and they know you best. except for some. i had been saving as much for my dearest(s) birthday by not going out for past 2days. how torchering reallllyy! i mean, im not used to it. i'll be out full blast next week(: YAY! but i need to rush and get my babes their presents. as usual time flies, their celebration is in 2days seems like we were celebrating dee's birthday minute ago.
vivo. was. SIZZLING HOT. abit of an irony, cos the temperature was really low. i was freezing even in a long sleeve top :( but to be more literal abt things, covenant steven straight was OH SO HOTTTT(:
the movie wasnt worth 8bucks man :( kavi&me shld hv gone for grudge. erk. but still, jays was the cutest&bestest movie partner. we kept giggling&laughed abt the same things. hard to put in words. but she's the chick you wld wanna catch a movie with, not that the rest of them werent good. i was stealing popcorn with jays so yeah.
but i still love once again : JAYSREE,KAVITAA,MINDY,SHALINI,SHAMM(: for being gorgeous chicks and having an awesome time with vivo with mee.
and also the nice boy-friends : JARED,JEROME and eric i guess! thankyooou!
LOVEEEEE you ppl oh so much. sucks to rmb that we wldnt be together.
didnt get anyth cos it was either too ex or not very prettyy. bumped into a few known i.m's some i didnt want to see&wanted to. wldnt be going for skml show, AAAAAAAAAAAH :( sorry nas.
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enough of my bimbotic rants reallly, my heart fluctuates so badly&threatens to tear, when i muse abt that oh so adorable 9yr old cousin i met at his home. he's got this horrific disease with called Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis. :(
Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), also called Lou Gehrig's disease, is a progressive, fatal neurological disease affecting anyone&anywhere. The disorder belongs to a class of disorders known as motor neuron diseases. ALS occurs when specific nerve cells in the brain and spinal cord that control voluntary movement gradually degenerate. The loss of these motor neurons causes the muscles under their control to weaken and waste away, leading to paralysis. ALS manifests itself in different ways, depending on which muscles weaken first. Symptoms may include tripping and falling, loss of motor control in hands and arms, difficulty speaking, swallowing and/or breathing, persistent fatigue, and twitching and cramping, sometimes quite severely. ALS strikes in mid-life. There is no cure for ALS; nor is there a proven therapy that will prevent or reverse the course of the disorder.
and all that information a 9 year old has to absorb. i cld hv just burst out in tears when i saw him. he was so ... mirthful(unbelievably) unaware that he might not live (touch wood) its reallly really took me to another level of maturity when i thought abt how he actually is so normal. despite the fact that, he has been going through numerous ops&torment. he's been living through it all. seriously a form of inspiration. when i looked into his eyes and kissed his hand (salam) it made me feel so shallow in a way, cos it was preposterous how someone of that age cld not be complaining abt why he was the unlucky boy struck witth the disease while i was sitting at home whining that my arms were too fat or that my cheeks looked like they were punched. these might just be adolescence whims to be a barbie doll, but comparing me to someone his age was just wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much ignominy. =l i hv to change and i will. that boy just made me stronger. all those who came pass this post, i hope you'd put a prayer for him. whichever religion you are in. he doesnt need pity all he needs is care. he seems to have alot of that, so all i can do is PRAY.PRAY that he'd live to love(:
7:46 AM
»VANITY
the princess is called taahira, or more commonly taa.
070692 turns sexaye 15.
occupied with textmessages,obsessing with photography,DRAAAMA&DEBATING(:
phone,hair-ing,movie maranthons,
swimming,beaching,sea sports,shopping,poetry,doing poetry,reading&gg deep,
singing at the wrong times
,horror/supernatural,
kisses with cherry lipgloss&huggs from cuddly ones,suriyaa(:
,eyeliner,brown eyeshadow,
starrs,night life,myLOVEDONES(x
sinful whims.
-sinful whims.! (:
.A GENIE
.black or white tote bag/clutch bag.
.boot cut mini skirt.
.long sleeved low cut dress.
.stilletos.
.tube top dress.
.red belt or a belt with my name onnit.
.remaaaaaain at about 47kg.
.grow to 162cm
.become the girrl on tvee.
.super low top from niche.
.have the best time in 37.
.mantain my slight way hair(:
.flat shoes for icelemontee.
.BEST PARTY TIMES.
.do reallllllllly well this year!
