my heart is your tonight, but its all heavy. tears drip down my face, the taste so distinct yet unfamiliar. i smile through this calamity but i need a break to breakthrough it all.
--{do not patronize me, based on the above lines. i feel like i've been outta the home too much(for the first time in my life), to realise how fast things are going. 3days to school start and i've been coming back aft 10everyday. definately, i know im just relishing every bit of the last day of holidays but i needed a break. and i got it, FINALLY. turned down the date on a saturday, surprise surprise. but i just wanted to glue myself to the chair and be isolated from the world just for 12hrs. its a very loud and clear msg that i AM SO NOT a loner of any sort, but i needed a breather more likely for many many unidentified things.
so today, i'd been home with the the dvd wedding crashers on my lap, handfull of grapes and bottle full of lime juice after my lunch. texting ppl here and there and gluing myself to the blackbox for the 1hr 45mins flick. WHICH WAS THE FUUNNIEST m18 FLICK I'VE EVER WATCHED(: if you like horny,funnnnny to the maximum,witty and owen wilson! watch it(: (but bewarned, there were a pocket full of promiscuity) i wanna catch you, me and dupree soon, anyone interested text me baby!* then my potential next target was desperate.h season 3((: i keeping the best for the last;
on a much more less-homy like tone.
my new years/hari-raya party was pretty awesome! my house was packed to the max, there were like gabazillion shoes outside my hse. thedarlings came over at arnd 8ish but it was still packed, hung around in my room and as the hostess(: i did the honours of it! we did the regulars and just pretty much were HIGH!((: but at 10, we got out of the house and played our own child-like games which were very entertaining(: celebrated anneh's birthday! gosh, his friends were dead nice. lovely ppl all left at arnd 12ish. what happens aft a partys over?! THE CLEANING UP! heh. slept at the devil's hour, safely.
p.s - i hope it made you all smile(: i loveyou all mightloads!
p.s- jerome&yg, why you'll dunt take photos arh? jareds the only spontaneous one!*
had the 6bee re-union the very next day. thank you darling amanda&vrin for letting me sleep in(: or if not, you'll be meeting so foobaugly girl with panda eyes. zomg, everyone we expected turned up! oh BABY! that was the best. rgp 6bee's totallly rock when it comes to unity. what an irony really, my school's called unity and it has not much form of togetherness but my primary sch has that much! this reunion is gg to annual till we're 18 or maybe even older((: so super uber awesome to catch up with everyone and talkk till forever, bbq all the food and make a complete fool of ourselves without bothering cos only we know each other for 4years!(: thank you to everyone who came, loveyou tonnes!
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why do some big boys have fights all the time,and some pretty girls are so quietly bitchy?the chick that clings on to the prettyboyis the miss popular with everyth she whims.why not be just who you wanna be and be happy.im goddamn thankful my friends are glad with me.this world lives with a facade, everyone has a one.the thing that struck me the most.."..he put on a facade, he doesnt mean anyth la" I MEAN WTH? why is life so unwillingly bizzare.
3:11 AM
»VANITY
the princess is called taahira, or more commonly taa.
070692 turns sexaye 15.
occupied with textmessages,obsessing with photography,DRAAAMA&DEBATING(:
phone,hair-ing,movie maranthons,
swimming,beaching,sea sports,shopping,poetry,doing poetry,reading&gg deep,
singing at the wrong times
,horror/supernatural,
kisses with cherry lipgloss&huggs from cuddly ones,suriyaa(:
,eyeliner,brown eyeshadow,
starrs,night life,myLOVEDONES(x
sinful whims.
-sinful whims.! (:
.A GENIE
.black or white tote bag/clutch bag.
.boot cut mini skirt.
.long sleeved low cut dress.
.stilletos.
.tube top dress.
.red belt or a belt with my name onnit.
.remaaaaaain at about 47kg.
.grow to 162cm
.become the girrl on tvee.
.super low top from niche.
.have the best time in 37.
.mantain my slight way hair(:
.flat shoes for icelemontee.
.BEST PARTY TIMES.
.do reallllllllly well this year!
