everyone says the worrld is such a small place but the issues are just so enormous.
the boy says, he'll wait for me as long as i make him too, but then he drops horny hints on how he wants his answer now. like wtfh? adding on to that my parents tell me they'd try to understand me, but they still want me back at home by 4 everyday when sch ends at 3! a new girl i meet tells me, i look so pretty and she's seen me before but yet she goes home&complains abt me being ugly&indecent to her mother. i mean, why all the lies? its okay to put in some superficial smalll white lies, cos life is like that but sometimes i wanna know the real piece of a person. and
its funny how everyone wants to love&make each other smile. some just try too hard to make it work while my darlings do the honours of making me high.


school has been such a pain in my ass.
the subjects i take are pretty normal, besides math (but thank you, oh so much jared&b.z&ali =D) my books weigh a tonne and i havent gotten my locker. no point droning on abt school, but im getting used to 3/7, lets just say im beginning to think its a pleasent class? ((: i need my break of going to town, besides satuurday. i mean, i want to go out with my clique like i used to in the hols. i miss that so much :( but im so busy, i dunt even hv time for 10hrs sleep now.
rawrrrrr.



on a final note,
crying is good. yes you read it right. crying is very good infact. this week i weeped alot, whether in despondence or ecstacy or just to relieve the burden in my soul i dunt rmb. but im very sure, the end result is very pleasing, you feel so buoyant! its like the torrent of salt from your eyes makes you feel so and plus, i managed to train myself to cry when in the emotional scene in carrie's lions&smile aft that. i no more hv trust in the "..crying is so depressing" its no more the final paroxysm when smth pricks at you. so cheers to the tears baby [: