Saturday, January 27, 2007 »

coincedence really, i was about to remind myself to update today before dearest jared had to tag my board and remind me to update this blog of mine that was lapsing itself into some decayed lump. i feel enlightenedd and a little fervent. 5days of arduous work before i can get my assed glued to some chair, sit with a good book or a loong blissful sleep, texting or just sitting back with the people i love and call all the chinese in the world kailan and feel really really good with no stupid studying need.


ilove my friday ppl. (baking next week!)
ilove my saturday ppl. act3&lazy lunches![:
ilove my weekends (:



-- now, im quite suure you're thinking im foolishly gay today.

but the week had been filled with test aft test&hmwrk i nvr felt the need to really put in so much effort to get my stupid sponge like brain to absorb all the stuff. sec3 academics isnt smth thats going to easily achieved, im pretty sure.



--but for now, enough of my childish talk of school.


the thing that got highlighted in my eyes was the word TRAGEDIES (thanks to nina)
a word we use very often. smth to describe the despondence of a certain event.
and this event differs from person to person. and the talk abt each person's views on the word TRAGEDIES, is where i got all cranky,whiny and i start to cry cos my heart is puny and always has t burst to torrents of tears. but it doesnt matter i guess, it helps me as a character. and the things i classified as the biggest tradgedy to me wld be
1) insulting someone till they're agonized and the next day, you find them dead. (personal experience with this fyi, the feeling plauges me and makes me feel all so battered&bruised)
2) watching someone you love so much, slip out of yr hands. ( personal experience too, the darling berapa of mine :( )
3) rejection. (big.bold.personal)


muse over it, you find yourself wondering so much whats your abilities are in this world? what are your limits and how much you've strained yrself. &if you pushed yrself to help this person who needed all the help in the world (1&2) im thankful to god that none of my friends have died because it wld cause a heartbreak i wont be able to bear. so amen_

the other tragedy is,

"..the world's biggest tragedy that even science/law carnt find answers for"
- human intentions.

once again, ponder over it. how incredible it is that, no one can understand our intentions unless we openly speak abt it. and the sad part is how, intentions can be misread

"after i saw norma bathing that day, i cldnt sleep. everything was different, her body parts. i couldn't sleep that night but when i did the next morning i wet my pants but i nvr understood why, but mum kept slapping me, i never ever knew why but she did"
-flowers for algernon, before charlie became intellegent.
charlie was unaware that he had erected and he was just going through phases,
he was innocent mentally but not physically. his intentions were pure (i can vouch for that) but his mother thought other wise. i'll post smth which i thought over when i was listening to secondhand serenade's vulnerable. how phenomenal or disturbing would it be if human intentions/emotions were fully understood by each person? talk to me.+



-- on a more girly tone, i wanna shout outt(:























1) indian muslims are hot hot hot!
2) my wedding will be as awesome&similar to ajis pa's son's! the wedding was impeccable&irreplacable.
deserving outstanding standing ovation.
1) heavenly food.
2) the sweetest and best coloured matched combination for the general deco.
3) decent and romantic music.
4) excellent taste of bangra dance and the pretty girls did a dance.
5) the bride&groom were looking good in their clothes.
i cannot describe the ambience, it has to be seen to be loved. but my wedding wld be the same. god bless that im related to ajispa(:







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