my entire post just shut down and screwed up, so pardon my temper.
i was indulged in the whole heart-warming post when KABHAAM, virus loves me&attacks this yellow square computer and thus this poor girl starts over. / amen.


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now lets all say, TAAHIRA ROCKS *(:









UNITY DEBATE TEAM IS THE EPITOME OF THE PILLAR OF PERSERVERANCE.
that i can solemnly promise upon. we strived and struggled through the 3prelimenary rounds clashing against "top" schools but still emerging with a score discriminant of 2.5.9 and 2.1.2, winning the laast round of course. there is no need to be melancholical we have shown tan siew piang, pearlyn lim, jessica and even pix that we actually are the best (: we are what we wanted to be and theres no point being intimidated by other schools cos we've proven ourselves maybe not to the extent where they're scared on hearing my name but still we know that we put up an extremely good fight. we can keep our heads high and walk down the street cos we're the saviour of the broken. we'll enter JGs again in 2008 and crash the quaters baby!(:

the 3 of us (including jasyree) we are the debaters, that no one else can copy. the original debaters with
1.eloquence.
2. persuasiveness.
3. attitude/style that the world can't adopt.

i love love love love love love love love the foursome for always being there for each other, in extreme befuddlement, happiness and whatnot. we were always there for each other and thats what gave us the strength to pull through. we know it ourselves that we are irreplacable. without ina, it'll be a GYNORMOUS difference, but baby we'll make it the 3 of us FIZA.JAYS AND TAAHIRA *


for the main team: AMALINA.FIZA.TAAHIRAA.JAYSREE















-thank you for always always being there for me, always understanding the chaos in my head. i love the way we could always relate to each other and be with each other for like 7hours in a row. the late late nights and the everything we did (: maaan, i love you girls.

for the supporters : KAAVITAA.JAREDD! JEROME.KOMATHI.BEGUM.CELESTINE.VIVIEN.GAYATHRI.MINDY.SHAALINI.
-i would have never pulled through the first round without you people, thats official. the huggs and the endless encouragements, i would never forget. i love you for always waiting shaking your head to our opponents and showering me in compliments even if you people were dozing off then. i will never forget how much you'll sarcrificed in coming down all the way and to support me. ilove you all much and much more.

p.s -kavita, you rock my world. you walked me home every single night though you were dying. you're on of the b.BOMB.f ever. i super love you please and owe you 100000000000 cokecans.
















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reality check now.

14days to SYF performance.
29days to MYE.
33days to act3performance.
31days to sec3 camp.
42days to TAAHIRA's SPECIAL DAY ((:

2days to his birthday. oops


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i haave potential i can do it, i just have to push myself. very hard very very hard.
intense mugging would kick the problem right for the start. i need to fuel the mommentum.
achieving 4as this MYE isnt going to be like an easy feat but i did it last year. 5as and it worked out well. this combination is what i yearned for last year and i got into it. which shows, the ability is there. so taahira is gonna push her ass foward and sustain a high A for english, make tamil seize the A1 score. somehow scratch my way through a b3/a2 for Emaths though the subject is excruciatingly painful to deal with since Amath has come to join its company. my sciences are not much of a pain, yet. so i shall try. i will try! maximum 17 points, minimum 13points for L1R4 (: GO ME! (: the urge to bask in the intense felicitaition of 13points is everything i want now. so lets me bid goodbye to my looooong textmessgages, phone calls and tvee shows for the next 30days. and rightt after that i can lust for everything i need&want.


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start of the immortal superwoman

righhht, i thought uploading the pictuures would make me smile a little,
but apparently it didn't (not that we didn't have fun on tues) we did (:
i hope shal's happpy and so is brya *waves frantically at bry the new frienddd.
i haven't been outta the house much, the torture kills me.

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" .. the tears are wet, but they don't fall.
its a hollow feeling, its better if you heal me tonight
we've got one more chance, lets make the greaaaat escape "





*thank yoou noobie bzz and jaredlo for being nice,
but it has nothing to do with like feeling "emo"
its more chowpariya thing.











diva wants to see model! fuckkit.

why do i feel so pathetic-ally f*cked up?
grrrrrr.


now just everything and everyone's blur.
i just wanna jump right into the turbulent sea.


bye friday. bye love.







(bye suji)









i waaaaaaaannnnnnnnna be a baby again. yoourr baby.







oh right, haappppy birthday shal (:
iloveyou.


ignore the whole emo-post.


-ill send you the pichas later dear.

( the pictuuuures are the most adoraable (:


my life is hectice and so

i blog in extreme minimal nowdays don't i? god, i guess my life has been adopted into this whole new perspective of having not much "lulling leisure" i'd call it, anymore. to a very surprising extensive paradox, i used to be unable to not touch the com laast yr but however now, im frequently not in touched with itt till fridays or so. my mind has been occupied with the things i've been pining for ever since i entered unity (oh please this does not include the work load)

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as usual, the workload for sec3 has been over-whelming and disturbingly difficult. it makes yoou feel pretty inferior and extremely dumb (atleast in my case) when im unable to solve the a math questions (which is always) so yes, i don't fancy the amount of studying i need to do, but needless to say, everyday i grow more love for my class truthfully. to be more precise, the people i sit around. ( YAY! TURTLE BOY! =D ) this to some extent proves that i've "adapted to the change efficently"like someone told me (x so yayness! but on the other side, my results for all my 8marks aren't that very spectacular. they range from a f9-a close a1. trust me its painful :( lest to say, im just going to watch how things go as i progress (slowly).

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since i've been recently involving myself in a lot of debates& taken a precise interest for singapore governance (its freaky how i'm turning out to be like anneh) i've taken a small vow to type in grammatically correct english in hope my speech will have less grammatical mistakes and ofcourse punctuated with less singlish,

together with reading the papers a little more. the most contreversial issue since i've started reading is about the 9 year old pregnancy and whether its moraally right to sell organs. but i tend to guffaw when i read the first article cause i personally believe awarness of SEX and to KNOW IT ALL, yes sexual intercourse and stds should be taught to one at a very tender age and that might include thosee children in lower primary. i was always a staunch believer that children have the "forbidden fruit" analogy in their heads at all times. taahira ayoob (Myself) would be an excellent example. i was always, always sheltered from facts that i was supposed to know by 12. i was un-aware. but i didn't go to porn websites but however i was to a large extent interested in knowing how things work. so i read up widely. and the result lies infront of you. a partially-horny bitch. hahaa (; if the 9year old child was educated at the tender age, yes she might be stimulated and might have urges to "experiment" buttt she would have opted for protection or would abstain in feaar of stds. its disturbing to think, someone as young as my own sister PREGNANT although elaa has a stomach pouch. hahahaa. if only, i could voice out my opinions and re-iterate what i feel.

and aboutttttt selling organs, i would honestly love to sell my organs to help save another life. life is so precious to one, then i'd be more than honoured to make that family happy so that
their loved ones could be with that longer. even if, giving organs to another person is like donating it for life might be against my religious pillars to some extent i think its should be a hindrance to this god-sent oppurtunity to help others in plighht. i don't quite digest how it can be against moral/ethical values so i shall rest my case and promise to give my kidney when im grownnnnn =D
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XOXO.
_SUPER DUPER(LY) ME (:

i've got to work on my j.g's points (: wish me luckk babeh!

the motion : thbt harsh punishments are the best way to deal with juvenile crimes! _prop.
deabate at westwood secondary at 7.15pm next friday! would appreciate supporters!