i have so many things to say yet my brain is bubbling and frothing. my lungs released air to let me speaaak but i just can't put my tongue to my teeth. once again, the fear strikes through me. i can't stem it at its bud.
i can't, i can't,i can't.
1. have to revise througgh chem AGAIN, -15days or so. 2. do bio chapter 2&7-10days or so. 3. practice my ADDITIONAL&e math :( -17days or so.
the ecstacy that will run through my veins after MYE is irreplacable, i need the opportunity to loosenn up, so for now i should just push myself.
I WILL,I WILL,I WILL try.
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sometimes you pine for something so hard, and the results you're awaiting for procastinates. although when it comes, the mirth in you will never be replaced. slowly, this feeling dawns in you that you wanna be the BEST of the BEST. so you pray and pray, but then despitee all that. you still don't achieve what you aimed for, its like a cold blade slitting through your pulpitating heart and blood rushes to every inch of your body.
-- i should'nt be complaining, i would'nt be complaining. but yet i am. cos to be honest im not satisfied with 18th posistion :( out of the 280students who took part in b div :( i just am not, RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWRR! :(
on the other hand, my 2.4(: i hit my target babeh, 16solid minutes. i dont care what others think, for me its a record breaking timing and im so freaking happy! (: ===========
riiiighht, i should hit the sacs.
NIGGGGGGGGGGHT and LOVES (:
9:23 AM
»VANITY
the princess is called taahira, or more commonly taa.
070692 turns sexaye 15.
occupied with textmessages,obsessing with photography,DRAAAMA&DEBATING(:
phone,hair-ing,movie maranthons,
swimming,beaching,sea sports,shopping,poetry,doing poetry,reading&gg deep,
singing at the wrong times
,horror/supernatural,
kisses with cherry lipgloss&huggs from cuddly ones,suriyaa(:
,eyeliner,brown eyeshadow,
starrs,night life,myLOVEDONES(x
sinful whims.
-sinful whims.! (:
.A GENIE
.black or white tote bag/clutch bag.
.boot cut mini skirt.
.long sleeved low cut dress.
.stilletos.
.tube top dress.
.red belt or a belt with my name onnit.
.remaaaaaain at about 47kg.
.grow to 162cm
.become the girrl on tvee.
.super low top from niche.
.have the best time in 37.
.mantain my slight way hair(:
.flat shoes for icelemontee.
.BEST PARTY TIMES.
.do reallllllllly well this year!